Why I'm Here

Hi, I joined primarily because I am in the middle of the biggest crisis point in my life. My husband was arrested for harrassment. He has been a pornography addict since before we married. We have gone through the cycles of repent, stay clean, fall back in the pit, guilt, repent--repeat ad nauseum. But his arrest was also his Damascus Road and he has been "sober" for over 90 days. We both see counselors. But I soon realized my biggest struggle was my lack of belief that God could truly love me, and so that has become what I spend most of my time in counseling working on.
After reading statistics on pornography in this country, I am convinced it is a poison that will destroy this society much sooner than anyone wants to admit. My husband is 55 and was first exposed to porn when he was 7 years old. Before the internet, before smart phones. Today, finding porn for a pre-teen is incredibly easy and there are too many people who don't seem to see the incredible danger in this.
My husband and I covet any prayers for our situation.