Since before Karen's death I have posted mostly on caringbridge and the Wild At Heart war room.
I am beginning to think about consolidating those posts here or on another blog.
There is so much that is important to think about in this grieving process and I want all my posts in one place. At some point I guess the caringbridge will go away, though I don't know that.
That's why I've been concerned about it going inactive, so I haven't let it. I'm using it as a way to talk with prayer supporters and those who love Karen. At some point it will have fulfilled it's usefulness and not be needed anymore, though I plan on saving it on my computer to go back and look at what I said and what others have said.
My friend Jolene, a very wise counselor that Karen and I both went to grad school with said, "grief is the last gift of love we can give another person." I am determined to do it well, though tears drip from my eyes right now. I will do it well. I will be open and honest before God, "coram deo" and before people, "coram populus" in as open and honest and God glorifying way as his grace allows me to do.
Thank you all for your love, support and comments.