I’m getting frustrated and agitated, not liking where I am. Part of me wants to quit, give up. But part of me knows I’m where I’m supposed to be. God isn’t finished with me yet. It seems I’ve been sick and can’t get well. I just want the pain to stop. I’m tired and cold and I just want to relax and enjoy nature but I have to work otherwise I couldn’t keep traveling. I don’t know what to do, I’m just so tired. I’m going back to Indiana next week. Not really looking forward to it but I am looking forward to seeing friends and resting.
Jesus, help me find clarity, renewed strength and vision for this journey.
Day 207, 1.23.10