Hey there, my new friend! I had a feeling it was just a matter of time. Dublin, OH, huh? Didn't grow up all that far from there, if you consider a three-hour drive to Ann Arbor, "not all that far". 'Course, I'm a little further away now. Except in heart, of course.
What you said makes a lot of sense. Sometimes I feel though that I am going to break free of whatever it is I'm going through and only at my most low times do I try to seek mental help and look into options there. It would describe me as being bipolar depressive. Which never in my life did I ever think I would be this way... I know people that are like that and they are just not "right". In my heart I think that this is spiritual, not mental. I'm still waiting from signs from God and I know I need to draw closer to him, the closer I draw to him, the more free that I feel. I feel less alone now though,